Tuesday, May 4, 2010

A Desperate Need to Vent!

The past few days, I've felt the 'urge' to write... to write down my thoughts and feelings. I feel like I've been walking around with this HUGE burden of thoughts, feelings and unknowns...just floating around in my brain, my heart and filling up all the empty space in my car, and in my house. So here it goes, as I start a new blog on this late Tuesday night/early Wednesday morning hour.
1. I've been thinking, when was the defining moment when I stopped truly DREAMING and started just living day and day out! Did I ever even dream? If I did, what happened to those thoughts, those dreams, that life? Is it still feasible? Or is it just fantasy? I want to know! I want to find that person in there again, the one that used to dream and wanted to be someone, someone 'significant', someone who made a difference. Not just someone that lived life just to live. Not an ordinary life. 2. Is it too late to change all this and turn it all around? Start over? Is anybody out there? Possibly reading this? What do you think? Is it possible to change your life and start over in your 20s, 30s, 40s? After you've established yourself in a career, have a mortgage, bills, kids, etc. etc. Is it possible to start over? or is simply too late?